my mom and sister are here, and i’m GRADUATING college! woo!
and i am freaking out. my mom made me throw out my scale and all my measuring stuff…… AND i had the biggest dinner ever; we went to a greek restaurant and i had the pastistio (sorry i forgot to take a picture, my sister and i were fighting at the time haha) which i am sure is about a million calories.. but it’s my favorite.
ugh i feel like i’m going to gain SO MUCH on this weekend alone and i really can’t handle it right now, and i want to know my weight so badly and see it tomorrow but now i can’t.
so my mom and sister just got rear-ended trying to drive to my dorm -___-
can this day get any worse.
and i can’t even get myself to eat breakfast. ugh but i need to do this, i need to get better.
oh my gosh, this just broke my heart.
i promise, you are NOT fat OR ugly. this is your mind just trying to be mean to you. i can’t see who you are, only that gray face, but i know you are beautiful. i can feel it.
Watching TVD and Grey’s just completely messed with all of my emotions today.
WHY DO THEY DO THINGS LIKE THIS. especially tvd.. like what? the end killed me :(